The Struggle is REAL

Weight loss and becoming healthy is NEVER an easy topic. No-body including me wants to remember that Chucky version of themselves. Today I thought man, I really need people to see that I am a real person and that I struggle too. So if you have read this page you would know that in 2012 I was pretty heavy topping the scale at 205. I vowed I would never get back there...I found the motivation and strength within to make a change. I made a life style change!!! I went from 205 to 145 in less than 9 months. I worked my ars off! I became a lean machine and loved it. This is now my new "goals" picture. This picture reminds me that I CAN DO IT.






Now Lets go to being on shots to keep my miracle baby in (which I have learned 2 years later the shots I was on could either help with Weight Gain/Loss) hahahahah mine went to weight gain :(  I gained 85 pounds to keep my precious little monkey. I would do it again in a heart beat...I know what to do differently now. I knew I needed to eat, but the food choices I was making were 100% Awful...but man they tasted soooooo good. Ha jokes on me. I lost a good chunk after my little boy was born (25 pounds) leaving me with 60 pounds to make go away. I still have a ways to go but I will get there. I am happy with my progress which is the key to most anything.

Now 2 years later I scale out at 182..my goal weight is not the first picture...I was 145 there...my goal for that picture is the lean muscle you see, the body's tone definition. I am more focused on making myself feel good in my cloths and let me tell you when I have to go shopping I get excited cause that means I am working out hard, eating healthy and making the right choices. WHOOP AMEN. My journey is slow and that is ok...my first journey was accelerated and I didn't have a little one to worry about. I am here to give you hope, motivation, inspiration. We can do this. Be Proud of where you are. I am still cruising along making big strides. I couldn't be happier about working out and fueling my body for success.